Our youngest daughter was away from home at a youth camp recently. While she was gone, my wife decided to clean her room. At one point, I walked past the doorway, door wide open, and had to do a double take.
The room looked… like new. Honestly, like someone had staged it for a real estate listing or something. The bed was made with precision. All the clothes were folded. I could actually see the floor. Where makeup and personal care products had once littered the top of the desk — now, nothing. No towers of dirty clothes. No mismatched socks stuffed in corners. Even the mirror in the corner sparkled with the kind of clean that shows you just how tired you look by 5:30 pm.
I stood there for a second and thought, “Did our daughter move and I didn’t know it? Maybe a portal opened up to an alternate dimension.”
If you know my youngest daughter, you know she’s wildly creative. She sings like an angel and can draw incredibly — though she hardly ever draws. And, like most wildly creative people, her brain and mess-making abilities move a lot faster than a broom.
She’s my youngest daughter, and I love her. I also rarely go into her room unless it’s absolutely necessary. The mess, to her, is background noise. She doesn’t have any problem pushing aside a pile of clothes on her bed to sleep. To me, though, it’s one more mental tab left open when my brain already has 55 tabs open. My mind is governed by chaos, so order in my physical world isn’t just a preference. It’s a requirement.
When I saw her room that day, I knew what it had cost my wife to make it look that way.
This wasn’t some chore my wife had to do. Our youngest daughter is approaching 18 and is definitely capable of taking care of her space. But my wife did it anyway — spent the better part of the day dragging laundry baskets up and down the stairs, shuffling furniture, sorting bits and baubles from each other, and scrubbing whatever substance was stuck to the corner of the window trim. No one asked her to. She just did it.
And when she was done, only two people on the whole planet acknowledged her efforts: me and our daughter.
My wife doesn’t really do social media much. She didn’t take before-and- after pictures with a “Look what I did” caption. Nobody applauded her efforts. I’m a spreadsheet guy, but I didn’t make a chart showing hours spent, steps taken, or shirts folded.
In the end, it was just two people who recognized what had been offered: care, in the form of some elbow grease.
It got me thinking.
So much of life is like that. Most of it, in fact. You dive into something — cleaning, paying the bills, driving to a game, making someone’s lunch, taking a call, wiping down counters or bottoms — without fanfare or the guarantee of thanks at all. You do it, not because it’s dramatic or impressive, but because something in most people says: this matters, even if no one sees it.
I like to think of this as a quiet kind of bravery.
It’s not the kind that ends up on the ten o’clock news. It’s also not the kind that gets quoted on Instagram over a breathtaking picture. I’m talking about the kind of bravery that chooses small, consistent action over self-congratulatory burnout.
Sometimes bravery looks like saying no to a good opportunity because you’d rather wash the dishes than summon the energy for one more social event. Sometimes it’s choosing a walk with your spouse over another late night hunched at the laptop. Or letting a notification go unanswered so you can keep a promise to a child — a story before bed. It takes nerve to stop proving and start paying attention. To do what’s right in front of you — quietly, consistently, imperfectly.
We live most of our lives in the mundane. I’ve driven to my office so many times that I sometimes forget the drive happened at all. It’s like my brain files those hours under “unremarkable” and moves on. But something has shifted lately. Writing every day, and sitting with these old thoughts that have become new, has slowed time down in a strange way. I’m noticing more. Remembering more. The texture of the ordinary days isn’t blurring together as much.
And in the noticing, I’m seeing how much courage it takes to build a life that I want. I’m learning to be okay with trying to build a life with my wife and kids that doesn’t impress anyone. I’m learning that life doesn’t need to scale. It just needs to hold.
I’m still working on defining what that life looks like. I’m giving myself space to acknowledge what works and what no longer serves me.
It’s a life with socks on the floor (sometimes) and laughter in the kitchen. Most importantly, though, it’s a life where the people I love keep coming home, not because it’s perfect, but because it’s safe.
That doesn’t happen by accident. It happens because someone keeps showing up. Someone does the dishes when no one’s watching. Someone wipes off the mirror.
No one becomes a martyr in the mundane — and maybe that’s the point. Martyrs die for a cause. The rest of us live for one. We do the unglamorous things, not for glory, but because we want the people we love to feel steady and held.
My wife’s not a martyr in this story. She’s capable and strong, and she doesn’t clean to be a hero. She does it because she loves the people who live in this house. And because she understands something I’m still learning:
Love often looks like maintenance.
If you’re resonating with any of this, I wrote a book you might appreciate.
It’s called You Don’t Have to Escape to Be Free — a collection of honest reflections about identity, meaning, and building a life you don’t want to run away from.
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It looks like replacing the batteries in the smoke detector before it beeps. It looks like gassing up the car before the tank is empty. It looks like knowing your daughter probably won’t keep her room clean, but cleaning it anyway, so she remembers the people who love her.
And maybe it’s also brave to accept that your job isn’t to get credit. It’s just to keep going. To make the bed. To take the call. To fold the clothes. Not because it’s thrilling — but because it’s good.
I still think our daughter should probably clean her room more often. And she knows it. But she also knows something else. She knows we’re here. That when the weight of the world gets too loud, this house will still be standing. That she’s always welcome. That we don’t measure her worth in laundry piles or shoe placement.
She’s still learning. We all are.
That’s the whole point, I think. Not to win. Not to fix. Just to keep showing up. To keep making space. To keep choosing what matters — even when no one claps, and even when no one notices but you.
That’s bravery in the mundane.
And that is enough.
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